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you have to break rules if you want to break free

[personal profile] manipulative 2017-06-26 11:22 am (UTC)(link)
Katherine balls her hands into tight fists, knuckles turning as white as snow. Elongating her neck, she inhales, swallows, and feels the tension, the fright that belongs to Katerina Petrova and not Katherine Pierce, seep into her skin to only slip out.

She pushes it out. With every bit of strength she has, she pushes Katerina out like she's an illness.

The night she'd hung herself in that little cottage had been her rebirth. Katerina had died so Katherine could live, but as Katherine is as tenacious as a survivor as Katerina, she finds herself having difficulty shrugging her off. Being in the company of a witch, and a powerful one at that, has that panic Katerina had worn so well and prettily ravage like a storm inside of her chest. She does everything she can to calm it.

Forcing herself to relax, her expression turns blank. Wiping that slate clean, she paints another emotion on — almost gratitude, a little of being overwhelmed. She's a damsel who had been in distress and is nothing more. She wears a pretty smile and less tension in her neck and shoulders, but it settles into her hands that remain with her fingers curled into her palms.

Brushing her hands against her own skirts, her fingers pinches at the fabric with a tightness that's almost supernatural. "My knight in skirts," she says. She tries to shake off the fact she'd almost found herself in a corner she couldn't wriggle, manipulate, or wait for herself to move out of. Looking at her saviour, she notes the strong line of her jaw, the fairness of her hair. She's familiar yet unfamiliar all at once — perhaps it's the magic in her veins and nothing more. "It must be my lucky day."
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[personal profile] manipulative 2017-07-01 10:49 am (UTC)(link)
Katherine sizes up the proffered hand for only a brief moment. This woman has five long fingers on each, a palm that looks soft and unscarred, and nothing in her hands for her to see. She's used to being approached by those who have their hands behind their back, like Elijah, or held out in front of them but clasped together, fingers wrapped around one another, much like Niklaus.

She slots her hand into Freya's, and ensures to shake it with a human-like grip. "Katherine," she says, although a little slowly, like she's afraid of the syllables shifting into Katerina. After releasing a breath, she finds that her new name sits a little more comfortably on her tongue. It still has a weight that's unfamiliar, but she's getting there. Stripping herself of her identity and rebranding has been long and difficult, but it's slowly beginning to pay off.

Shoulders sagging as she lets out a breath, she adds, "And thank you. You didn't have to help me. Not many people do these days."
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[personal profile] manipulative 2017-07-09 10:49 am (UTC)(link)
"Safe" isn't a word that belongs in Katherine's vocabulary anymore. It's something she yearns for, most definitely, but it is not something she will ever attain. Over the last decade, she has learned that painful lesson, despite hoping against all odds it wasn't a final lesson with nothing else left to follow.

She looks at Freya, assessing her for a moment. It isn't the first time she would find herself at the potential end of an extended invitation from a kind host. Witches, however, simply made her uncomfortable for the power they yielded over her weaknesses she couldn't control.

"No," she answers honestly. She looks a little put out, as though it's troubling she has nowhere to go. Almost sheepishly, she admits, "There have been no safe places for me for some time."